Meet Marni

I wake every day with a deep desire in my heart to offer healing in service to others.

I help change your outside world through healing and shifting your inner world. Your mind, body and spirit become unified.

Together we collaborate on a soul level, guiding you to become self-aware, heal, and release.

Our collaboration helps you move through feelings of self-doubt, stuckness, and physical or emotional pain into living a life where you feel at ease, peaceful within your heart, and smiling from the inside out.

You let go of what you don’t want, transforming yourself and your life; creating physical and emotional healing, increased happiness, and moving towards living your heart’s desire.

I believe all emotions and feelings originate from Love or Fear. Fear gets stuck in your body causing DIS- EASE and showing up in your life as aches and pains; immune health adversity; restless sleep; body dissatisfaction; relationship issues; career challenges- basically anything outside of you causing angst, anxiety, anger or even sadness.  

Seeing the world intentionally through love,  I’m on a journey of acceptance and love of myself deepening through my life’s journey while accepting and loving you too. Helping you deepen your self love and acceptance and loving and accepting others, even with the messiness of us being human.  This is whole unconditional love. With whole unconditional love first in yourself, your entire life shifts, transforms and you experience a happiness and ease in life you didn’t know existed, even if you’re happy right now. 

 
Every life experience occurs for a reason, ultimately for our highest good and moving you forward, especially the uncomfortable stuff. 

For 20 years I have studied and practiced meditation, energy healing, journaling, yoga, spirituality, mediumship, intuition, chakras, Reiki, yin empowerment, crystals, sound healing, clearing spaces, tarot, art and shamanism.

When I touch someone, you feel the energy shifting within you. 

My Story

As a child I was happy and free. I knew things and didn’t know or care how I knew them.  I lived life with gusto.  My parents told me I had super vivid dreams (they weren’t dreams). I’ve felt different all my life. Different from family and friends.

 I knew things and couldn’t explain how I knew them. I saw below the surface to what was unsaid or unknown consciously. I spoke to “spirits”. Then one day, my happiness vanished. My life had flipped upside down. Everything I knew and trusted disintegrated. I no longer felt safe even in my skin. It was a scary time. None of these awarenesses were in my consciousness at the time. 

It showed up as me becoming introverted. Forgetting what I knew.  Feeling unworthy and unsure, second guessing, pleasing, and an eating disorder. 

My response to create “safety” for me became blocking all my feelings of fear. I became bulimic. Bulimia numbed my feelings and I experienced amnesia around so many of my life’s experiences for numerous years. I wasn’t present or grounded in my body. I was alive, but not really living.I repeated negative patterns over and over. I was filled with rage coming out of me at the most inappropriate times and destructively to me: sabotaging relationships, hurting my self nourishment, threatening my career, affecting friendships, hurting my sleep, feeling isolated or invisible at times.

At 24 it was affecting my career, my boss told me to go to therapy or GET OUT. So I went 3 days a week kicking and screaming. It took my therapist awhile to earn my trust. Once she did, the dam broke and what flowed out of me was 15+ years of pain, fear, and resentment that I bottled inside with the help of my bulimia. Eventually, I chose to enter treatment and took a huge step in transforming my life and rebuilding my self-love and self-esteem.

One of the many therapies I learned in treatment was meditation. Meditation uncorked my amnesia and memories of my true self and gifts began flooding back to me as well as all the memories I’d tried to block out. It was a lot to deal with and yet meditation soothed me.

As I remembered myself, I began to feel again and know things I couldn’t explain. I became happier and CHOSE happy. Even on the crappy stressful days, I chose happy. 

I still acknowledged the crap and stress and sometimes it got me down. Gotta keep it real. I’ve also learned sometimes you just gotta sit in the muck and be uncomfortable, glean the gems of wisdom and heal even more deeply to move into a happier place. 

Meditation and letting go of what no longer (really never) served me elevated my vibration, helping me rewire my brain, and my friends and “playgrounds” changed. A friend invited me to an Energy Healing/Chakra class. My life changed again dramatically.

What I learned felt more like remembering than learning something new. It made sense and felt natural. The hardest part for me was trusting myself and listening to what I heard or saw without comparison to anyone else.

Once I learned Energy Healing, I was like someone in a desert just given water. I wanted more and more and more. And what I learned or remembered became part of me. I found myself helping family, friends, and strangers in the grocery store. Seeing the effect on another soul as “just me” was a new kind of happy.

I knew it was a matter of time before I left corporate America to follow my own dreams. And now I had the confidence to do it.

Panther/Ending my marriage/moving to the mountains/finding love/ heartbreak